凌晨3點

我發現啊 凌晨3點的對話最真實
到了大學一年半
好幾次都跟同學聊天聊到半夜三更的
每次聊到很晚的時候
大家就像醉酒一樣的
把腦子里想的都講出來
像是真心話大告白一樣
可能是大家都累了吧
沒有力氣再想甚麼該說
甚麼不該說吧
可是啊
這些對話往往都是難忘的
總是一些最好的回憶
感謝我那愛我的朋友
和我一起分享一堆秘密
<3

獨立的我

同學說
我是一個非常獨立的人
我看起來好像是一個
甚麼都可以自己打點好的女生
很有主見
有點 intimidating

是因為我是最大的
而且老早就自己一個人在外面
幾乎甚麼都是自己搞定
已經習慣不喜歡樣樣都要別人幫忙吧

有時候
我也想要依賴別人一下
有時候
敗犬女王


我終于發現我為甚麼會這樣武裝自己了
為甚麼會選擇自己一個人堅強了
因為我覺得軟弱
是在討人同情
因為堅強比較安全
因為一但被掛上了堅強的名牌
就要一直堅強下去
因為沒有人會對我的軟弱領情
別人永遠都以為我在開玩笑
因為我是我啊
我是整天大聲講話，大聲笑，大聲愛，大聲恨的我啊

以前我以為他懂
覺得他都好像知道我在想甚麼
知道我喜歡的，不喜歡的
現在的他被高興沖昏了
沒辦法知道我在想甚麼了

最可靠的還是上帝
那位永遠都最了解我的主耶穌

有時候我會想啊
如果我沒有來 香檳念
如果我待在加州
會有甚麼不一樣

這邊天氣四季分明
加州每天多好暖

這邊亞洲人少一些
加州隨便一抓就是一大把

這邊讓我感覺每天多是一個人
加州有 sbbc 也有 christina

這邊讓我認識了一班好朋友
加州sbbc是我的安全島



討厭那些自以為是的人
討厭你

S Club 7 - Never Had A Dream Come True

• 
  

  Ooh...
  
  Everybody's got something they had to leave behind
  One regret from yesterday that just seems to grow with time
  There's no use looking back or wondering (or wondering)
  How it could be now or neither been (or neither been)
  All this I know but still I can't find ways to let you go
  
  Chorus
  I never had a dream come true
  Till that day that I found you
  Even though I pretend that I've moved on
  You'll always be my baby
  I never found the words to say
  You're the one I think about each day
  And I know no matter where love takes me to
  A part of me will always be with you
  
  Somewhere in my memory I lost all sense of time
  Amd tomorrow can never be
  'Cause yesterday is all that fills my mind
  There's no use looking back or wondering
  How it should be now or neither been (or neither been)
  Oh this I know but still I can't find ways to let you go
  
  Chorus
  
  You'll always be the dream that fills my head
  (Yes you will, say you will, you know you will, baby)
  You'll always be the one I know (I'll never forget)
  There's no use looking back or wondering (or wondering)
  Because love is a strange and funny thing
  No matter how I try and try
  I just can't say goodbye
  No no no no
  
  Chorus
  
  A part of me will always be with you...

梁文音 我不是你想像那麼勇敢

有时候太坚强 笑容却填不满眼眶
越是想要隐藏 歌声就唱的更响亮
直到入到心底最深处 OH~
你不要追问我 还缺了些什麽

#
每个人都有梦 幸福总站在最远方
心中越是渴望 越是不敢伸手拥抱
谁的心是我最後一站 OH~
我强问我自己 现在还没有个答案

*
我不是你想像 那麽勇敢
多想让你保护能流泪一场
让我放下武装 像个孩子一样
单纯的把爱情放在你心上

REPEAT # *

我不是你想像 总是扮演坚强
多想让你知道我也要个伴
放下讨厌武装 像个孩子一样
单纯的把爱情放在你心上

我不是你想像的那麽勇敢

Promise

" therefore i tell you, whatever you ask for in prayer, believe that you have received it, and it will be yours" mark 11:24

believe
have faith that god will give it to you

don't doubt
if god promised it to you
he'll give it to you

soooooo..............................
for the longest time
more like last week
i thought my dad canceled my credit card
and i obviously freaked out
cuz i thought i was spending too much

but that wasn't the case
i didn't pay attention to the expiration date
the credit card expired

yea... stupid
i know

my dad just sent me the new credit card
hehehe
thank you daddy :)

有時候真的好討厭自己

• if you have a preference, voice it.
  if you have a question, ask it.
  if you want to cry, bawl.
  if you need help, raise your hand and jump up and down!
  - kristin Armstrong
  may every sunrise hold more promise, and every sunset hold more peace.
  - blessing
  may you always have enough happiness to keep you sweet; enough trials to keep you strong; enough success to keep you eager; enough faith to give you courage; and enough determination to make each day a good day.
  - blessing

25 things

Got tagged…

1.        I met one of my best friends, Samuel, in preschool. We are only best friends because our moms met when dropping us to school and discovered that they are both Taiwanese and should probably hang out together a lot à Our moms hang out a lot = we hang out a lot = we are became best friends.

2.      I think simplicity is good, over thinking makes things complicated and makes me lose my original thought.

3.      House is the best show ever. I used to like the ER but stopped liking it because George Clooney left.

4.      I like seeing beautiful people (man/ woman). Seeing them on TV make me happy for 10 secs, seeing them in person makes my day. hehehe

5.      Sometimes I wonder if I’m a lesbian subconsciously or maybe I’m bisexual, who knows?

6.      I am super loud and sometimes a little bit crazy. I heard that James and Quincy were scared of me for a while (maybe they’re still scared of me).

7.      For some weird reasons, I like to intimidate the people I love.

8.      I am a Taiwanese born and raised in Hong Kong. I AM NOT A CHINESE!

9.      I have 3 siblings. We used to fight a lot and I would win all the fights. (I do not want to fight my brother now, cuz he’s twice my size and I will get seriously injured if he just punch me a little).

10.  I think people who live in the middle of nowhere live on a farm (like Travis and Alderman).

11.  I went to an all girl boarding school in England in 9^th grade and my school is in the movie Wild Child and Agent Cody Banks.

12.  I hated America when I came here in 10^th grade, I thought this was THE MOST terrible place I could ever live in.

13.  South Bay Bible Church made America better. If I didn’t meet the SBBC’ians, I would be back in Hong Kong now.

14.  I didn’t visit Chambana before I came here for school, so for the longest time, I thought Chambana is kind of like Chicago. I told my parents I didn’t want to go to UC Davis because I don’t want to smell cows for 4 years, then I came here and realized that I will be smelling cows and making friends with corns for 4 years.

15.  Kim, Dana, Avni, Charles, Lathan, Matt, Brandon, Connor, Grobis, Doug… made my soph life a lot more interesting.

16.  I want to work for the AdCouncil when I graduate, I think producing meaningful ads will make me feel better.

17.  College is the best time of my life (so far)! I love the U of I, I love Allen, I love IV, I love Advertising, I LOVE the people here. The U of I is God's blessing to me.

18.  I married the toilet twice in college and had trash cans as my bridesmaids. I divorced them within 12 hours because they suck too much and those trash can friends are no longer my friends. I refuse to marry the toilet and I refuse to have trash cans as my friends as long as I’m alive.

19.  I once forced Pin-Ya to eat a poisoned apple because I wanted her to meet the love of her life like Snow White did.

20.  I bug Pin-Ya and Sarah (my next door neighbours) about life problems at least once a day.

21.  I have terrible memory, that’s why I like gtalk (cuz all the convo are stored).

22.  I can never get the “how I met Pin-Ya” story right. I think it goes like this: I was in Allen Hall orientation dinner. She came to me and asked if I was Yinting, then i said “yea! And you are Annie, right?” then she said “er… no… I’m Pin-Ya.”

23.  I dragged Pin-Ya along with me to knock on Annie’s door and that’s how Pin-Ya, Annie and I met. (Pinyanniting unite!!)

24.  Annie and I share just about anything but I don’t even remember how we became good friends. (I don’t remember 1/2 of the conversations we had- I think I’m the decedent of Dory in Finding Nemo)

25.  I like older guys-- nothing that exceeds 55 though (not to date or anything, just to have them on the "impossible list" and keep myself busy when I'm too bored).

I probably shouldn’t leave it like this, because people only remember the last thing you say…