it's a long long journey

i worked so hard for iv
because i believed in a lie for 2 years
and it took me 2 years to figure out
that i dont belong there

iv has hurt me enough
i deserve to be in a community
where people care for me
because i do the same for them

im not jesus
im not god
i dont have unconditional love
it's hard to keep going
when i dont see my rewards
after i work my butt off

go on
keep on selecting those who seem
perfect
those who seem
problem free
those who look like the
amazing christians
to help you gorw your community

leave out those who dont agree with you
leave out those who are willing to voice their opinions
leave out the imperfect and broken christians
put them in the attic and "pray" for them
that they'll one day learn to be "obedient"
that they'll one day become your robots

if you believe that im not needed
because you have many other robots who obey your orders
you got what you want

im done
goodbye iv